Inevitable End

I've spent all my life drugged in my room
In a dark and distressing
Melancholic immensity
Thinking and planning
For the inevitable end
I was born without knowing how to speak
Or understand things
Today, in solitude, I stay silent and just understand
That the end is inevitable
I can only rest when I die

I want to rip my heart out
In my mind, I'm just a guest, my life is coming to an end
Now my soul is disappearing, and there is nothing I can do
Alone in this darkness, kill me please, I am begging you

Kill me, make this suffering stop!
I'm a man without hope, and everything I love is just gone
My life ends now with the help of this gallows
A bottle of alcohol marks my fucking end